Saturday, December 4, 2010

There are still bad days

Sometimes something happens in your life and in a blink of an eye, it totally changes. Sometimes for good, and sometimes not. Sometimes things can happen so suddenly, that you don't have time to prepare. You spend the next days, weeks, months and years putting the pieces back together.

There are still days, that all I want to do is curl up and go back to bed. There are still days that the dishes wait a little longer, the laundry piles up and the bed doesn't get made. These are the days where I think about the should have beens. The, what I would be doing today if things had turned out differently.

"Some love stories are not epic novels. Some are short stories, but that doesn't make them any less filled with love."

1 comment:

  1. Stephanie,

    Someone recently sent me a link to your blog and I am glad they did. I am so very sorry for the loss you had to endure.

    I, too, lost a daughter 3.5 years ago and so, I know your pain. It's been this long for me and I still ache and yearn for her. I was 41 weeks pregnant when my baby died inside me.

    I want to tell you that while the pain never goes away, it gets easier and more manageable to deal with.

    I wish no one had to go through this loss, this emptiness. Your baby is, and will always be, with you in your heart and your memories.