Bandaid

I ripped the bandaid off and played with baby K today. The one that is very close to how old Aurora should be. It honestly wasn't that bad. I felt a ton better after I did, and know that I can continue.

I decided to write about it to a message board that I frequent... a lot. When I went to check on my post, this is what I found.



The first number is the number of replys. The second number is the number of views!

I am now sitting here in tears. I am sure that it is Auroras way of telling me that I did a good job today. That by playing with K it wasn't forgetting about her, dishonoring her, etc. By playing with K it was helping me heal... and that's what I need.

Thank you so much for that Aurora.